OHYA HAHAHAH IN REGARDS TO MY LAST POST, this chick was like why is she still rear facing?? I was like… Uh cause its safer, why not? And she had her super small 13 month old forward facing because “he likes to be able to see where he’s going” HES IN THE BACK ROW OF A VAN HE CANT SEE SHIT EITHER WAY AND HE SHOULDN’T KNOW THE DIFFERENCE. OH MY FUCKING GOD Y’ALL ARE MIND-NUMBING.
Everyone (including the daycare workers) are always like “shes still rear facing?????!!111??? Whhhhhy?????” Uhhhhhhhh Cohen is 15 months old. She is literally probably 20-21 pounds. Are these bitches forreal??
Y’all need to educate yo’ selves :P damn.
Well its looking like I’m going to have to go to school 4 days a week and have Fridays to clean and spend the day with Cohen and work on weekends.
My school is so amazing.. I can’t even. When I get a lot of money in my future I’m gunna make a donation to them! This needs to stay running forever!
A chance to go back to highschool, free daycare, support groups, counselling, rides to and from home, and a big donation room that you can just take whatever from(clothes, diapers, even batteries for toys!) Ahhhhhhh.
..if only I were friends with the other moms. Meh. I think they’re all judging me. Idk. Whatever, not here for youuuu.
I feel like I’m about to cry thinking about today…
I don’t want to leave her in daycare again :( uhg. It’s only 1-2 hours then we get an hour lunch together then another 2 and a half hours. But I really don’t like that daycare… I thought it looked lovely until I started playing with toys at lunch with Cohen, the toys are NOT clean, no matter how many times they convince me they clean them everyday hahaha no. And no one is controlling the kids.. There should not be some little boy running around hitting kids and taking and throwing their stuff, he threw a basket and hit a one year old in the head! I seriously don’t want him near Cove . Today I’m finding out what days he comes, OH AND Cohen had a scratch on her face!!! :’( uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgggggggggggggg.
Half of me wants to just do thus and get school finished(but we will be doing this for ATLEAST a year) the other half of me wants to say fuck it and just test my luck getting a job. I CAN take the work home and do it.. But I’ve tried that before and I never actually did it.. But idk maybe I can force myself. Idk.. But then Cohen doesn’t get to interact with kids… Buuuut she won’t get hurt but that lil shit… Idk.
First day of school and daycare is complete!
Not sure how I feel about the daycare..
I love that Cohen gets to play with other kids but uhg. Ew. I found like.. Slime in one of the toys, not sure what it was.. And there was a little boy there who I think comes everyday and he was just.. out of control. He kept grabbing things from other kids, came up and kept taking Cohen’s lunch.. He also climbed up on a table and screamed high pitched and his mother just sat and watched. Uhggggggggg.I don’t know man.
AND Cohen’s lalaloopsy spoon is mysteriously missing!! Uhg! Assholes.
Also that little boy would walk up and grab Cohens sippy cup from her and throw it. To all the kids. I have no clue how old he was, he was probably at least twice Cohen’s size though.
Oh ya! Cohen found her belly yesterday morning. :’) she can find her belly, nose and tongue so far. And she has been trying really hard to talk!
First day of school today/first day or daycare! I’m sure her speech is going to skyrocket:’)
So fucking nervous about leaving her with strangers though…. Idk about this. Thinking I might check on her every 20 minutes(we will be in the same building haha)